So… this picture has been me lately. I feel like I am burning a candle at both ends. My patience has run dry and it has been affecting every aspect of my life. I am constantly running late (which is not like me). I can’t seem to get things organized. My house seems to never stay clean. My patience has been very short an often time doesn’t even exist. What is most difficult is when I get home from a long day at work and my patience is very short with the boys or my husband. I am not sure if it is getting back into a routine since school was out but they are extra whiney and hyper (difficult combination). However, these boys are my life and I want to be the best example possible. I want them to grow to be great men in this world, who love Jesus, love their family and also have a good head on their shoulders. I want them to know that it is ok to make mistakes in life and learn from them.
So even though I can’t pin point what the issues are (possibly: work, temper tantrums, etc). I am reminded that I can say a quick prayer each day for a little help to get through this bump in the road. I know that I am never given more than I can handle.
You can ask Ryan... sometimes I am not the best at talking through my feelings or emotions (I know, I am suppose to be the girl) so I thought it might be good to lay it out there so I can move past this and get on with life.
Thanks for listening and now let's go and have a good day!!
1 comment:
oh girl, i so feel ya. I read your post and was brought to tears because I feel the very same way right now. I like to blame it on the weather, but I know it is my own sin that leads me astray. I will pray for you. I know that picture well, if anyone were to come into my house with a camera during the past few days they would see the same thing. I am potty traing, need I say more? Please pray for me too. Love ya. Thank you for blessing me with your post.
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