After we had Aiden, we slowly started getting rid of all our baby items so now we are left with only the crib. I have yet to really get her room, clothes or baby items prepared and I know that time is passing by very quickly. So we are very grateful!!
My feelings are hard to explain... I can't even grasp them at times myself. I am so excited to meet Isabelle... this little life that has been growing inside me but at the same time, I am so scared. Scared like I have never been before. I still have my moments when I just don't want to think about it or even look at baby stuff. This doesn't mean that I do not want her in our family... it is actually quite the opposite. It is just sometimes I am not ready to face what our future holds. I often wonder if I am strong enough. I know that God won't give me more than I can handle but is he really sure about all of this?? I think he knows me better than I know myself so I am sure he will show me in time everything I need to be the best Mommy I can be for Isabelle.
I mentioned this blanket in my last post... and I had to show it off.